So this was my first year of high school and I had no trouble making new friends. Soon I met this really nice guy whose name is Will. We eventually had a thing and it ended with him saying we should be friends. So I said, okay whatever. We didn't talk for 3 months until he started texting me again. We started to have another "thing" and it wasn't until I was giving him his first blow job that I realized how much of a douche bag he is. But I was so attracted to him it didn't even matter. So then came my decision to "just ride with it." Meaning, not give a shit what happens with me and him, just let him play me and see where it goes. Now I know this sounds like a really dumb whore idea but I figure, what the hell, it's not like I have a list of guys waiting to be mine. Plus, my heats been broken enough, it's not like it's going to phase me anymore than it already has. But maybe by doing this, I could learn a little something or two about the way douche bag guys function. So, not even a week later, that "thing" we had for the second time ended again but this time we decided to still talk to each other. Now, about one month later, he wants me back again.
So here we go, round three with Will. And thats why I decided to start this blog so I can record every detail. So far, NOT so good. Usually, when he likes me again, he will text me day and night about how "beautiful" I am and how I give "the best hugs" basically just shit that he says to every girl he plays. But this time, it went a little differently. No, WAY differently. He has me so confused but whatever, I'm just going to ride with it.
He first started liking me again after we made a bet on who could win Madden against each other. We first bet money but then he told me that he didn't want my money. He said he wanted another (what do you know) blow job. So, okay whatever, if thats what he wants then fine but I get a little something something if I win too right? So thats what we bet. Then this weekend, he texted me asking for nudes. Now....THIS more than anything else pisses me off. usually when a guy asks me for a nude photo, I send him a nice naked picture of my middle finger but this time, Im in the middle of research, I have to ride with it. It just shows how much of a douche bag he actually is. He evolved from being a "fake, sweet, relationship" douche bag to an "all I want is to get in your pants" douche bag. But okay, fine whatever, it's for the research. So I sent him the nudes. That night I wanted to quit this whole thing because that pissed me off so much. But, the next day he turned back into the sweet douche and wanted me to come over so badly. I accepted but it turned out that he was busy that night and we planned it for the next day. So we flirted until I fell asleep. The next day I texted him asking what the plan was. He said he was out and about all day and wouldn't be home till later. So I said okay. So then its 5:00 pm and my curfew on a school night is 7:00 pm. So I texted him asking if he was home yet and that I didn't want to leave after 5:30. He said he had just gotten home but he had to clean his room.....okay. So 30 minutes pass, still no text from Will. So I asked, are you done yet? And he said noooo :/ (exact quote) so i said Fine...I cant come then. Will never texted back. Then, today I got to see him again. He came into my class during first period and started bothering me (in a flirty way) I didn't respond too much, trying to play hard to get, and eventually he left. Then, about 3 hours later I was walking in the halls when suddenly he started calling my name from behind me. I let him catch up. Will asked, "why are you mad at me?" In my head I'm thinking, um, I don't know, maybe because first you asked me for nudes then ditched me when we were supposed to hang out? But, since I'm riding with it, all I could say was, "I'm not." He then kept arguing with me about me being mad at him (in a flirty way) and for some reason he kept petting my hair... We eventually parted ways but then we met up about 10 minutes before school ended and he gave me a hug. When he wasn't paying attention, I stole his phone and deleted the nude I sent him. Then school ended and we parted ways again. He hasn't texted me (he usually does in about 15 min from now) but I guess we will see where this goes.
Well now that I've written this entire thing out, I realize that it's not so much research on douche bags as it is a experiment with what happens when you put a be a douche bag to a douche bag. I guess we will see what happens. Ill (hopefully) keep you updated. Now I will post another dark secret to the internet(:<
